What's In Store For Those Who Dare To Say Yes?

Yes, I did it! I did something I dreamed about for 8 years.  I applied for the Harvest School in Mozambique!  At this point in my life, I have nothing to loose.  I do have everything to gain, though!
It's time for it!  It's time for the door to open up!  I believe the Bible.  I believe everything that the Lord does for me, is for the Harvest.  It was never about me, and it will never be about me.
Jack Frost said it best, "My healing is for the healing of the nations."
I also realize I will never be 100% ready to go.  So, once again I choose to free fall into His sovereignty and into His great big arms. If Papa is holding my hand, I will go anywhere He sends me.
If I go into the Sudan, if I go into the Bush Bush in Mozambique, it's because someone loved me first! If I run into a drought infested area and people are are dying all around me.  I will not be afraid.  If I don't go, who will go?  I am not afraid to get dirty!  I am not afraid to loose my life, only to find I have gained it.  Send me into the darkness and I will carry your light, Jesus!    JESUS, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!

Something is Brewing!

I have a whole year to write!  I am so excited!  Many things running through my head at the moment!  :)  I do have something soon to post! Sorry, that my posting is so random!  :)  Well, if it's not random, it can't be me! 

I am writing, but I am not posting!

Hey I am writing, just haven't had a chance to formulate the blog post.  I am writing as I go through this 21 day fast with Crossroads Community Church!  The Lord has given me some points to focus on, so I am just going with that!  And I  hope to share that with you soon!

I also joined a writer's small group at Crossroads, believe me I will be writing a lot!   The Lord knows how to get me where He wants me!  :)  Guide me with your Eyes Jesus! 

SO, Hello!  Good-bye!  I will write as soon as I can!

OOOOOOZE FACTOR! DO YOU GOT IT?

I just received a New Years revelation from the Lord.  I am in a death season. It’s not a bad thing, as people would think it would be.  I think if I learn how to embrace it, I believe I will get through it faster.  It feels like I am learning how to die to self. Yes, I equate death to self to people who ooooze Jesus!  For example, Heidi Baker and Bill Johnson, (These are the few that I have met.)  They just oooooze, Jesus!  I think it’s that Apostolic Love thing they carry!  Yeah, it’s Jesus! 

When I met Bill Johnson at Morningstar at the Great Awakening Conference, it was a brief interlude, but this interlude would revolutionize my life forever. This meeting shook me down to the molecular level of my being.  I am looking at Bill, I was breathless and I realized if I never do a miracle, sign or wonder,  but if I can carry Jesus like Bill does, my life will be complete on this earth. All the sudden it was like Jesus finally got my attention and it stunned me to my core!  Wendy, I made you to receive Love and give it away!

  It was the same thing I saw on Bill that was on Heidi!  I am sure it was the Apostolic Anointing on them!    So, that has set the tone for the last 6 months and probably for the rest of my life! I am willing to pay the price to ooze Jesus! I will pray the price to love, and if people don’t get it around me.  It’s ok!  You will get it eventually! And it’s not just to get Jesus so I can build my own kingdom; it’s to have Jesus possess me so I can change the world with Him! YEAH!  Jesus, take all of me!  How sweet is the surrender!  Nothing in this world can compare to what Jesus wants to give us.  Ok, here is another thing that is blowing my mind at the moment.  HE IS LIVING WITHIN US!  THE KING OF GLORY IS LIVING WITHIN US!  SO, LORD MAKE ME ONE WITH YOU!   I want to be one with you, Jesus!  Take me all the way!

  So, if this is the death season, it also means resurrection is around the corner! That is my hope.  Hope is the substance that is going to push me through to the other side of this process!  When I cannot look at another memory in my counseling session, I will cling to that hope that the Lord has given me that will push me through to the other side!  The goal is to be Christ Like when it’s all said and done.  My hope is to be one with you, Jesus.  So, we can rock it to the kingdom of darkness, and bring in the harvest you created me to bring in.  So, I submit to the process again, Jesus!  I will keep saying that because Lord you are doing such a deep work and I am learning how to trust and love you more.  I am finding out Lord, all the stuff that I thought I knew about You, I really don’t know.  I want to go back to basics with you, God!  Teach me about Your Cross, Your Blood and Your Resurrection!  I want to fully know what You did for me on that day.  You are the great teacher, so Lord show me and teach me your ways!  You are God, I am creation!  I humbly lay myself at your feet.  The fact that you give us the invitation to know you really blows my mind!  I want to know you more, Jesus! 

 I trust you more Lord.  Break me more, Lord so you can pour me out into the lost and dying world.  This has been the cry of my heart, and you have been answering my prayers all along Lord! You are off the charts amazing!  Thank-you for loving me! 

I want to be like Jesus!  How about you?